... about religions and lack thereof ...

... considerations after reading a discussion forum ...
... full of fanatism ...

... I was raised catholic and valued ...
... the social importance of religion ...
... as a method of fairness and spiritual growth ...

... living in the united states of amerika ...
... I started rejecting religion ...
... expecially kristianity ...
... because in amerika I have seen ...
... a face of kristianity I did not notice earlier in my life ...
... and comparing this amerikan kristianity ...
... with the one I was familiar with ...
... to a certain degree even trough family ties ...
... I see clearly now something in common ...
... some kind of a common agenda ...
... consistent with the history of kristianity ...
... that has ran as an alliance ...
... since the early 19th century ...
... I think that if all the world kristians ...
... get to know in person amerikan kristianity ...
... kristianity will have severe losses ...
... in number of followers ...

... my conclusion, not to be part of the crimes ...
... religion has committed ...
... and keeps sponsoring and committing ...
... specifically and expecially kristianity ...
... I have chosen not to use the word god any longer...
... because I dont want to generate confusion ...
... I don't believe in cabal or astrological allegories ...
... nor to greek or ancient egyptian mithology ...

... the closest I can get to religion at this days ...
... is the Zoroastrian "live good, think good, and do good" ...
... or the Zen "one breath at the time" ...

... the closest I can think of power of prayer ...
... is meditation and exercise of concentration ...
... obtainable trough mechanical practice of a path ...
... whatever the method is, it won't make that much difference ...
... even if practice in the method is required ...
... not to be distracted ...
... the effectiveness of the method consists in reaching ...
... a higher level of concentration ...
... the yoga concentration on one point may be an example ...

... the closest I can think of another world ...
... is reincarnation trough reoccurrence of a DNA sequence ...
... matematically possible for large numbers ...
... and an infinite timespace ...

... there should be a prime principle for anything in the universe ...
... therefore there should be a unified system ...
... even if we will need another 500 years to have the mathematics ...
... and another 2000 years to have the demonstrated mechanics ...
... the current estimate is an 11 dimension system ...
... that is what I call the grand gardener ...
... the master of the universe that is the universe itself ...

... I don't need preaching to learn from this universe ...
... expecially in consideration ...
... that the preachers have no questions, nor answers ...
... bejond "faith" in keeping them fat, arrogant and tax esempt ...
... why not have "faith" in furbies instead than gods ...
... furbies are innocent, and never sponsored ...
... holy wars, holy cruisades or holy genocides ...

... sorry, religions don't hold "verifiable" truths ...
... as Gandhi said "the truth is god" ...
... not the other way around ...
... I am searching for all the questions ...
... "long is the journey towards wisdom" (Upanishad) ...
... T/:.G ...

... all misspelling intentionally misspelled ...

amen